OUR PASTOR SAYS I WILL SEE THE ANGER OF GOD IF I REPORT HIS ACTS TO ANYONE BUT HE ….
Dear Sir/Ma, please post this for me but hide my id…
Am a girl of 19 I lost my mum last year my dad abandoned me and my 2 other elder brothers so our pastor and his wife accommodate me and he rented a room for my brothers and they are working, everything has been fine here as they treat me so good same as their own children.
My phone was faulty and pastor whom I call daddy has promised to buy me a new phone , and last week he told me I should meet him at his office because he want to give me the phone and I should not tell mummy about it.
I was very scared why daddy want to give me a phone in secret and she don’t want mummy I had so many questions in my head but I did as he told me.
I went to his office he gave me a phone infinix hot 8 , I thanked him and when I was about to leave , he said I should wait a little bit , he gave me a drink , I can’t tell what happened next but I woke up feeling so drowsy with a terrible headache.
I Ask him what happened to me , he scolded me for always sleeping late that I fall asleep in his office , he told me to go home and rest. I couldn’t even walked because I was feeling Drowsy , he told his driver to take me halfway home because he didn’t want mummy to know I was with him , so as we were going home he called his driver and he passed me the phone , he said if mummy asked me where did I get the phone , I should tell her it was my brother who bought for me, I said ok.
Om getting home then while bathing I have noticed that sperm was coming from my private parts (though, I am not a virgin ) so I did not bleed , I started crying how could he drugged and raped me .
I am So pained that I have lost respect for him , i keep pretending to respect him when mummy is around but when we are alone I don’t , and he told me he is a man of God that God don’t like people that mess with his servant and if I report him to mummy , the anger of God will fall upon me and I will die,
I feel like to ran away from this place and I am not happy anymore even mummy has noticed how miserable I have become , she tried asking me what was wrong but I don’t even know how to tell her about the rape . I can’t tell
My brothers because they will brush it off. Please advice me on what to do?